Title: “Ludere Cum Sacris” Ch 17/?
Author:
marzipan77
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
Warning: A very hard chapter – to write and to read. More revelations. Language. Ugliness.
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 17 )
Author:
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
Warning: A very hard chapter – to write and to read. More revelations. Language. Ugliness.
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 17 )
- Mood:
numb - Music:Silence
Title: “Ludere Cum Sacris” Ch 16/?
Author:
marzipan77
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 16 )
Author:
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 16 )
- Mood:
cold - Music:Give Me Your Eyes - Brandon Heath
Title: “Ludere Cum Sacris” Ch 15/?
Author:
marzipan77
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 15 )
Author:
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 15 )
- Mood:
cranky - Music:I Found a Boy - Adele
Title: “Ludere Cum Sacris” Ch 14/?
Author:
marzipan77
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Young Tony says no. Dark and triggery and sad. A short but intense chapter.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 14 )
Author:
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Young Tony says no. Dark and triggery and sad. A short but intense chapter.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 14 )
- Mood:
anxious - Music:Bold as Love - John Mayer
Title: “Ludere Cum Sacris” Ch 13/?
Author:
marzipan77
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 13 )
Author:
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 13 )
- Mood:
relieved - Music:All of Me - Matt Hammitt
Title: “Ludere Cum Sacris” Ch 12/?
Author:
marzipan77
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Tony is remembering – there is darkness here. A hard chapter to write.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 12 )
Author:
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Tony is remembering – there is darkness here. A hard chapter to write.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 12 )
- Mood:
worried - Music:True Colors - Cyndi Lauper
Title: “Ludere Cum Sacris” Ch 11/?
Author:
marzipan77
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 11 )
Author:
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 11 )
- Mood:
artistic - Music:Come Sail Away - Styx
Title: “Ludere Cum Sacris” Ch 10/?
Author:
marzipan77
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 10 )
Author:
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 10 )
- Mood:
busy - Music:Caledonia - Celtic Woman
Title: “Ludere Cum Sacris” Ch 9/?
Author:
marzipan77
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Ch 9 is a tough chapter. Thesaurus.com states: “abuse carries with it some sense of harm; misuse refers to an incorrect use that may not lead to harm; to misuse is to use something wrongly, to abuse is to misuse something so badly that you damage it.”
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 9 )
Author:
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly. But, one warning, this is going to be a marathon, not a sprint.
Ch 9 is a tough chapter. Thesaurus.com states: “abuse carries with it some sense of harm; misuse refers to an incorrect use that may not lead to harm; to misuse is to use something wrongly, to abuse is to misuse something so badly that you damage it.”
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 9 )
- Mood:
sick - Music:Come Sail Away - Styx
Title: “Ludere Cum Sacris” Ch 8/?
Author:
marzipan77
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 8 )
Author:
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, eventually; DiNozzo/Jimmy friendship
Rated: M for language, violence, sexual situations
Summary: Begins just as Judgment Day Pt 2 ends. AU of Director Shepard and Tony’s undercover assignment. Tony didn’t simply ‘agree’ to help Jenny with her vendetta.
Warnings: Angst/Emotional Whump/Abuse/Betrayal; Not for Jenny Shepard fans.
Disclaimer: I don’t own NCIS. If I did I’d live in a much bigger house. And own more DVDs.
This story is not complete, but it’s gnawing on my mind and demands I write it quickly.
Note: ‘Ludere Cum Sacris’ means ‘to trifle with sacred things’
( Ludere Cum Sacris Ch 8 )
- Mood:
loved